Aris Sandefur

Here's what would've happened if it weren't for Jason. I'd date Steve and break up with him right away. Then I'd date Chace,already caring for him. We would love each other. We'd do sexual activities, and possibly even actually have sex. Or at least feel that way. People who have interest here know how I feel about sex. He'd break up with me felt hostility towards me caring for him, listening, never reacting badly to anything he ever told me or ever will, and being there. I could never stop caring for Chace for literally any reason. Then I would've found Stephen. Im the only one who listens to him, and actually cares about everything he feels. He'd take away all my pain from Chace or anything else. He'd surround me with his love, caring and comfort. Stephen EXUDES comfort. We would meld together in every way possible. We already have. Stephen loves me so completely, there is nothing more. We would never feel pain or sorrow ever again. We would be together right now. Stephen, I love you. ~2005~

~2006~ When you knew me I had nothing of pain. That was me feeling good. That was me feeling better then I had felt in what is now 2 years. Now I feel much, much worse then the original part that you never even saw.

Stephen Louis Bock